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I wish I could just wake up and have forgotten all about you. I wish you didn't have such a hold over me. I keep on letting you hurt me and I wish I had the strength to tell you to fuck off and get out of my life. But I'm scared I never will. You're taking advantage of me and that isn't fair. I deserve to be treated better than this.

OK, got laptop for 2 nights. In that time, need to do updates on wrestling site, plus I could really do with making a new profile for here! Then, if I get time, I want to get some new music and make a few CDs for the car, and perhaps gain another level in Warcraft, and maybe even complete a couple more scenarios in RCT3...



...think I'd better book tomorrow and friday off work...

I really need to get the christmassy profile off, but I've lost the coding for my previous Labyrinth one :-(



I'll have to do a whole new thing, if I ever get the bloody laptop back off Gav!

So. Another year. Pardon me for not wanting to celebrate the year in which I will give birth to a baby, alone and unhappy. Oh, and the year in which I will turn the big three-oh.



Still, 2008 was perhaps THE worst year of my life - the latter half of it anyway - so I'm kinda glad to see the back of it.



Who knows how many fresh heartbreaks 2009 will bring? I wonder what I'll possibly lose THIS year? I can hardly wait.



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